I asked my husband this week for a baby for my birthday gift. Sounds dumb, right?
There isn't anything (other than a color Nook) that I want right now--so I asked for a baby.
We have our beautiful daughter Alesi but she isn't my biological child so I didn't get to have her from day one. I met her when she was 2 and I've been her mom from that day on. I love her and nothing could ever ever change the amount of love I have for her. I love her like I'd love my own flesh and blood I would carry for 9 months.
I just want a child. I've been bummed lately that it hasn't happened but I know I have to wait for when God feels the need to give me one. I want the 9 months of extra weight, and heart burn, and hiccups, and acrobatic routines in my stomach! I just want it all and I want it NOW!
It just sucks. Especially since I read that Nadya Suleman (You know, Octo-mom) has gone and said she hates her babies and they disgust her.
Really? I'd like to smack her--that's for sure.
I just keep on praying and you know, enjoying my husband until we get knocked up ;)
Have a great weekend ya'll!